you

I blame your words for my pretty imagination
They are to blame for the plans I make
I blame your voice for your prolonged concentration
They are to blame for the goosebumps that shake
But I don't blame you at all
You create the sensations
And emotions that flow me along
You create the inner vibrations
And my heart sings a song
I find my heart, that longs your company
I love talking to you, create a new destiny
Contrastify me, I wish to see them colors
Intensify me, I wanna reach those levels
Paint my imaginations with your words
Sing the song of my heart, with your voice
Take me to that imagination land
Where it's just the two of us
Let us create such a reality
Where we both win the toss.

Punctual Interview

I wrote this on my interview in LA GEAR UP Summer Counselor. They called me at 10. I had an exam @ 9:30. I rushed to be there at 10. But my interview started at almost 11:30.

Was supposed be in @ 10.
I'm still outside in vain
After I finished my Exam,
It suddenly began to rain
Little droplets on my shirt,
Are not there anymore
I feel like goin out in the rain,
Instead of waitin here in vain
Been sittin down now for a while,
My back is now in pain
Wasted my exam time
without a single gain.
I thought I got here rite in time,
Was the first in chain.
The traffic dont move anymore ...
Think I shud change the lane ??
No ! I'm not givin up yet !!
My life's not @ Set !!
Why don't they check the clock tower
And keep it as a pet ??
I shud just stop writing now
And wait outside in vain
I'm waiting for my interview
Which shud've started @ 10.

You're my fight

You try and organize yourself,
Try, maintain and reveal
It might just seem to work its way,
But you're somewhere within.

When you feel you've been a giver,
Its just you and you're low
If the taker would understand,
There'd be no sorrow anymore

I've always been a fighter,
Can it always be this way?
I'm trying to tell you something nice
Can you hear?, you're ears away.

With this song, education here again,
I hope this effort, wont go in vain
I'll be a fighter once again,
Forgetting those carved wounds of pain.

Birthday !

This one day I'll overcome my griefs,
This one day I'll love to be just me,
This one day I'll expose all my fears,
This one day I'll smile coz I am me.
This one day I'll sew up my lil heart,
This one day I'll realize I have a part,
This is my day and I'll have all fun,
I'll not stay and hope the others to come,
Yeah I like blue but I'm not pale,
I am strong, this thing is real,
This is my day, the day I was born,
I'll enjoy, let the others learn.

Pride

I'm a happy person
This is the way I'll always be
If ever a moment, comes to seize,
Let it come, I'll let it be

For, its me, the only person to be,
Always happy as I can be
Never and ever you will see,
The part of me that's unhappy

You may hope or even pray to god,
Try and take me to where I don't belong,
I'm a fast learner and you will see,
The happiness growing within me

I'm in control, of me and my mind
Pleasure is something, everywhere I find
I love my freedom, don't get me to bind,
Just in case, you did not know,
This goes to all, I'm one of a kind !!!

Path to Happiness

I would like to draw

A picture of my mind

Analyze to see

the things that I can find

I would grab that thing

Create another dream

I would fulfill that

With joy then I would scream

I was able to make

My own reality

Where the world loved me

I was happy as I can be

I still am an actor

of the world I know

Things I do everyday

The movie is on the flow

Whenever I get sad

Or depression bound

I just change reality

Happiness flows around !!

Human and Humanity

You have it all, but you still want some more

Seeing a beggar, you go to lock your door

What's money's worth, if its just to store

Where is humanity, when you can't help a poor

Is mind at peace when your body is at ease?

Is soul in salvation, when you're always on greed?

Nurture your soul and seed good deeds

Help a needy out and your mind is at peace

You don't have to worry for nothing you've wronged

Satisfaction will grow from goodness you've sowed

All you see is friends and enemy is none

Then you'll see happiness freshly being born !!

Personality Change !

I wish to disappear,

Disappear silently and move along

Like the sun disappears from the horizon

And follows a new destiny

I need to disappear,

Disappear like the black bear

Hibernating away from the surroundings

for peace and longevity

I should disappear

Disappear from this material world

Like Buddha did

In search of a charasmatic knowledge

I will eventually disappear,

Disappear this time for me

Where I get to know the world,

Without it knowing me !!