Birthday !

This one day I'll overcome my griefs,
This one day I'll love to be just me,
This one day I'll expose all my fears,
This one day I'll smile coz I am me.
This one day I'll sew up my lil heart,
This one day I'll realize I have a part,
This is my day and I'll have all fun,
I'll not stay and hope the others to come,
Yeah I like blue but I'm not pale,
I am strong, this thing is real,
This is my day, the day I was born,
I'll enjoy, let the others learn.

Pride

I'm a happy person
This is the way I'll always be
If ever a moment, comes to seize,
Let it come, I'll let it be

For, its me, the only person to be,
Always happy as I can be
Never and ever you will see,
The part of me that's unhappy

You may hope or even pray to god,
Try and take me to where I don't belong,
I'm a fast learner and you will see,
The happiness growing within me

I'm in control, of me and my mind
Pleasure is something, everywhere I find
I love my freedom, don't get me to bind,
Just in case, you did not know,
This goes to all, I'm one of a kind !!!

Path to Happiness

I would like to draw

A picture of my mind

Analyze to see

the things that I can find

I would grab that thing

Create another dream

I would fulfill that

With joy then I would scream

I was able to make

My own reality

Where the world loved me

I was happy as I can be

I still am an actor

of the world I know

Things I do everyday

The movie is on the flow

Whenever I get sad

Or depression bound

I just change reality

Happiness flows around !!

Human and Humanity

You have it all, but you still want some more

Seeing a beggar, you go to lock your door

What's money's worth, if its just to store

Where is humanity, when you can't help a poor

Is mind at peace when your body is at ease?

Is soul in salvation, when you're always on greed?

Nurture your soul and seed good deeds

Help a needy out and your mind is at peace

You don't have to worry for nothing you've wronged

Satisfaction will grow from goodness you've sowed

All you see is friends and enemy is none

Then you'll see happiness freshly being born !!

Personality Change !

I wish to disappear,

Disappear silently and move along

Like the sun disappears from the horizon

And follows a new destiny

I need to disappear,

Disappear like the black bear

Hibernating away from the surroundings

for peace and longevity

I should disappear

Disappear from this material world

Like Buddha did

In search of a charasmatic knowledge

I will eventually disappear,

Disappear this time for me

Where I get to know the world,

Without it knowing me !!

Give me my Innocence Back !

Its time that I reconnect to my old memories

It's time that I rethink the life that I'm in

It's time to say goodbye present, and turn around

Turn around to those moments, that I lived as a child

Turn around to those selfishless attires,

Turn around to the place, where I'm not pressure bound

Turn around where there's no depression around

Turn around to where I can be me

Where I can be without pressure of life

Where I can learn without saying I have to

Where I can play, without saying its an exercise

And where I can read for interest and not a Diploma

I need my innosecence back !!

Back to live in a moment

Back to smile when I want to

Back to Sleep coz I'm sleepy

Awake not coz I have to !!

I dont need this frustration that may get me to succeed

I dont need this money that might buy me happiness

I dont need this deree, that steals life out of me

I dont need this depression, that promises me greater harmony

Its time that I reconnect to my old memories

It's time that I rethink the life that I'm in

It's time to say goodbye present, and turn around

Turn around to the innoscence and do what in life makes sense !!!

Only I was Yours !!!

You never were my friend
Only I was yours !!
The ways you admired me
Were just mere words!!

Innocent me, I played by rules
When I went down, You let me lose !!
In all your faults, I searched for peace
you took me wrong, your life's at ease !!

At my high times, you're low sometimes,
I carried you along, didnt let you down!!
When low you went, you tried to fall,
I came back running, singing a song!!

A song of prestige, and lifted you up,
Brought you back high, you never went wrong !!!

When I got my turn to check those lows,
I was lookin at you, checkin where you'd go !!
Aww there you are, I can still see you,
Lookin at me .. egoestic Virtue !!

No you never were my friend,
Only I was yours !!
Your words ~ love & faith,
My Carelessness !!

You looked at me .. oh he's up there
And may be he could get me there !!

But now a different time's come ..
I'm down here ... all you do is run !!

You'll see me again, if you fall down ...
And if I go high, you'll see me by!!

But you're never my friend,
Only I was yours !!

I'm not your friend,
And never was yours !!!